be a change of mind coming. I can feel my spine wanting to shoot through the top of my head, it's a good thing...
I realized smiling naturally rarely happens lately, boo hoo, but the real problem is that I'm coming off as cold as ever to the people around me, which actually does make me kinda sad. So I'm taking a few steps back, and spending some time with my selfish self to figure it out. I changed all my lightbulbs from white to red as an experiment, i'll update as my senses eat me alive.